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Life is making me miserable; im in despair |
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 Replies: 12 — Last Post Oct. 19, 2006 1:33pm by big mac
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( JLcoolgirle7 )
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Today, i came home from school and just broke down in tears. My teacher called the house and told me I had to retake a test...I did soOo bad on it. I got a freaking C on it! My friend is dating my enemy, two of my other friends started talking shit about me, and the others always vent to me, always complain to me. Here's the deal. I wake up at 5:30 every morning, I am in school by 6:45. I have a club, and sometimes two, a day every day of the week. I volunteer at two rescue organizations on Saturday and Sunday. I babysit at least three times a week, do three hours of homework a day, and everyone still expects me to do everything right. I cant do it, I cant take it. I cant be perfect like everyone wants me to be, and I just cant take my life anymore. I wish I was dead half of the time because my life just sucks right now :( And I lose class credit if I use a mental health day, so i have to go and i cant even take a day off to chill. Also, now my teacher is making me come in every morning for freaking extra help, and so now i have to wake up earlier, and I am going to just EXPLODE
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I. Killed. The. Pinata. 33
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bend
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cut off some stuff.. i personally think that rescue organization isn't going to change the world so why the effort?
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is ghandi that old wizard with the little hobbits?
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MaMiYaNkEe
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Well. If you do all of that, OBVIOUSLY you're gonna feel tired and this will obviously lead to restlessness which leads to bad at school which leads to.. Depression. Cut down. Take it slow. You don't have to do sooo much. x
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The voices told me to do it.
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biskitz
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Maybe you should get rid of some activities
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( JLcoolgirle7 )
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*sigh* My mom told me clubs or hebrew school. Either one club every day or two clubs and hebrew school twice a week and babysitting my brother once a week...
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angelblueeyes
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cut down to only the things that you really want to do... make some u time and do the things that you love for a day or two..
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I love u my baby Jr with all my heart you are truly the only one
for me!!!! Never been happier in my life! Love ya baby!! 3 Princess S
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SomeoneLoveMe
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That all sounds pretty tiring. I am surprised you're not falling in a heap every night with mental exhaustion and a few other things that sound bad in a medical dictionary! It's ok though, we can repair you :) I think it's admirable you want to work at all these clubs and you volunteer as well, not with just one but two organisations! But it seems to me like school is stressing you out. And I know that volunteering is probably really important to you, school obviously is too. And you might need to think about what is more important, at the moment. When things get quieter, you can always turn your attentions back to the volunteering, but for now, focus on the school work. I know they will understand. You can't be perfect, but you need to arrange your life and your time a little better. And you're trying to add more things into a diary without being willing to let some things go. If you don't drop some activities, you will flounder and that's no use to anyone, especially to the groups you're helping. So, change things around a little. I am sure you will get the benefit quickly.
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Fine
Ignore me today, if you want to
But, tomorrow I may be the only friend you got
And I won't be there for you
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You sound too overwhelmed. It sounds like your trying to do too many things to impress the people around you nd mek them thin your "perfect." When in reality you should only be worried about one person. YOU. 
