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Replies: 10 Last Post Mar. 25, 2007 10:53pm by something2live4
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( btylerm )
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Okay, so here's the deal. I'm seventeen, and I work at McDonald's. I'm not allowed to close consecutive nights. Well, this past week has been my spring break, and two Thursdays ago, I closed every night until this most recent Tuesday. So, point one, I'm completely and utterly worn out [and yet, on the computer at 1 in the morning]. Next, I lost my cell phone. It may not seem like much to a lot of you, and before you can jump to conclusions, I'm not one of those people whose life revolves around their cell phones. Although, I am one of those people with the parents whom do not let them do anything without a cell phone. We've been searching for days for my phone, and have yet to find it. Point three, Tuesday night, I stayed at my straight friend, Levi's, house and was hitting on him all night, because of a pill I had taken at work. Now, I'm afraid that he's going to go telling people all around and shit, even though he's one of my best friends. Point four, my computers suck. I'm trying to make videos on my mac, and iMovie is being a bitch. Point five, my annual review for work is coming up on Monday, and I've been trying to work my hardest, but everytime I focus on working hard, I fuck up, big time, right when the owner, or the store manager is standing there. It's so fucking embarrassing, and now, I can't get my mind off of it. I need this raise, because I can't even pay for half the shit I have on my list right now. Point six, my REAL best friend, Austin, has been in Vegas all week for Spring Break, and last night, his house caught on fire. It wasn't bad, only the bedrooms were messed up, the rest of the house had minor smoke and water damage. The real problem: it started in his room, and he lost everything. His room was completely destroyed. So not only did this happen, but I had to stand at his house, and describe the damage to him, over the phone, while he's saying things like, "man, I can't believe I lost everything", and "Do you possibly have an extra work uniform I can borrow, because mine are gone?". He's been my friend for ten years, and now, I have to see this happen to him. My family's offered to take him in for a while, but it still doesn't fix the fact that he lost everything he owned. And, point 6b, is that our "friend", David, who is gay, and self-centered, found out this information, and he couldn't stop himself from fucking LAUGHING, because "I don't like him". There's no possible way this kid has a fucking soul, and now, I get to take the full brunt of it. Point seven, the girl I've been swooning over for awhile, Krystle, had the opportunity to go on a date with me, and I would pay for anything, as a regular date would go. BUT INSTEAD, she went with David, THE GAY GUY, to go prom-dress shopping. So not only was I stood up with a lie such as "Mom won't let me", but I was stood up for the FAG [I'm allowed to say it, because I'm half of one]. And point eight [I think this is the last one?], our school's battle of the bands is in a couple weeks, and I still don't have all my materials together. Plus, people have been pissed off at me lately, so I probably won't have that much of a positive crowd. Isn't that fantastic? My peers are going to fucking make fun of me and shit, and I'm going to fuck up. Big time. After all of this, I am completely stressed out, worn out, and don't know what to do. I've been praying about everything, but it's just not working out as well as I'd like it to. I just feel like breaking down, but there's nobody to talk to, because Levi will just try to distract me with his "problems", and Austin has enough on his mind. Obviously, David doesn't care, nor does Krystle, and there's nobody else for me to talk to. AND, I'm single, which is my fault. What the fuck do I do? I'm so lost. I need help. Please?
------- www.youtube.com/beatbtyler; www.btylermargison.com; www.twitter.com/btyler
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10:12 pm on Mar. 24, 2007 | Joined: Mar. 2007 | Days Active: 62 Join to learn more about btylerm Indiana, United States | Straight Male | Posts: 281 | Points: 835
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drumby44
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Yeah, mine was petty shitty. First I twisted my knee while backpacking and I know have to have surgery on it to remove the floating cartilidge in it. Second, I was putting new exhaust on my truck and got a decent size piece of rust in my eye and it scratched my eyeball and it hurt like a motherfucker and still does. Thirdly, while putting the new exhaust on the truck I cut the back of my hand on a rusty old exhuast pipe and had to get a tetanus shot cause I couldn't remember when my last one was. Other than that, it was great! I did get all new exhaust....
------- You're probably a creepy old dude.
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10:19 pm on Mar. 24, 2007 | Joined: Nov. 2006 | Days Active: 378 Join to learn more about drumby44 Illinois, United States | Straight Male | Posts: 2,719 | Points: 6,713
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( btylerm )
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I didn't do it to boost my post count. I did it to yell at you people for being selfish and insensitive. I'm just looking for help, and you can't think about anything else but your damn status on this forum.
------- www.youtube.com/beatbtyler; www.btylermargison.com; www.twitter.com/btyler
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10:26 pm on Mar. 24, 2007 | Joined: Mar. 2007 | Days Active: 62 Join to learn more about btylerm Indiana, United States | Straight Male | Posts: 281 | Points: 835
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that really sucks, i know what it's like when everything just keeps piling up till your at breaking point, you have no one to turn to cause they're all to busy or don't give a fuck... noone evn seems to notice that your struggling and you can't bring yourself to spill everything to them, you just want someone to come up to you and say hey you seem to have alot on atm are you alright or something like that... thats what it's like for me sometimes anyway not sure if it's the same... but from experience breaking down isn't such a bad thing, i did it the other night i just couldn't stop crying didn't even really know why i couldn't do anything right and yeah no one saw me but i was talking to a mate on msn when it all just got to much lol feel sorry for him he had to listen to me complain lol but the next morning i felt like i could do what i had to etc i just felt like a weight had been lifted off my shoulders anyway i know this is really long and prob doesn't make much sence but if you need or wanna chat feel free to pm me
------- You can't take back a word that's been said outloud... But dam i wish you could sometimes :)
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That truly sucks man, I don't know what to say. I'll just suggest random things, this'll be more like a list then anything else. One - If you're worn out I suggest you get some more sleep, understandably sometimes you can be worn out, and exhausted, but still unable to sleep, this just requires that you calm down your body after all your work. Things like stretching, yoga, meditation, drinking hot herbal tea, or milk, reading a book, can really help to relax. Two - If you still haven't found it chances are it is lost, or stolen, cancel your plan immediately, or alternatively call them tell them you've lost your phone and that you want to switch your plan, and want to see deals on another phone. Three - Eh, shit happens, you were out of it, if he is your friend, and you trust him, just talk to him about it, say that you'd like it if he'd kept hush, he may not even think much of it to be honest, but you never know, I just suggest you put yourself out there and hopefully he is understanding. Four - I suck at technical issues, and know nothing about MAC, maybe post a topic asking the techies of LW for help, maybe iamironman can help as I know he owns a mac. Five - Haha, I DEFINITELY know how that feels, all it took for me was to relax, not stressing about it too much, and just concentrating, thinking things like ok what needs to be done, how busy is today likely to be, what do we use the most, what needs to be done right now, what can wait. Just all the questions to try and make the day run as smoothly as possible, I'm also in the food industry and work at a restuarante. Six - Insurance very well could cover a lot of the damage and he'd be able to get some of his stuff back, just be sure to make a claim. What caused it? Because that really sucks, but it is good that your parents will allow him to board at your place while things get figured out. Seven - There are often many times when girls will suddenly reschedule, especially concerning prom, and if she is a busy girl she might not have much free time on her hands, I'd suggest that you talk to her, tell her that you don't like being ditched and you felt kind of used, but (if you are still open to it) try and reschedule a time for you and her to go out again, make it clear though that if she ditches you again shes not getting another chance, because that would just set up basically for her that she can walk all over you, and you'll come crawling back. We don't want that. Eight - That couple of weeks can still be utilized, and even if people dislike you, play your hardest, who gives a shit about them, do it to enjoy yourself and have a blast at it. I really hope that will kind of help. I'm sorry about the rest of the jackasses in the thread, they just like appearing manly over the internet, which is pretty pathetic. Best of luck mate.
------- "Who are you?" Sophie asked. She received no response to this either, but felt a momentary confusion as to whether it was she or her reflection who asked the question.
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raeraechick128
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i know sort of what you are going through here is what has happened to me recently my mom died my bf killed himself my 2 best friends killed themselves my new bf was diagnosed with cancer 4 of my uncles died 3 of my aunts died my friend from church died my other best friend and his sister and brother were murdered my best friends mom was murdered my house burnt down my uncle is dying my mom is going blind i was almost raped there is much more...but i cant remember if you need to talk im here
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