Don't ever say that you have an uncertain future. No one knows what the future will bring. I'm sorry to hear about your sickness but don't let that bring you down. I think you should consider your college plans again. I was looking to spend at least 6 six years in college when I began. This first year of mine flew by so fast, it's unreal. 4 years really isn't a long time, and you won't even know it was 4 years when you're finished. Your job doens't sound to great for your current condition. I think you should at least look into something that would intrest you at college and consider it. Your relationship idea was a bad idea, I don't think you should have broke it off. You need to stop putting yourself down. You shouldn't think that way. If you feel comfortable telling her that, then I think you should. You should open up to her, and let her in. Pushing people away is the worst, it makes you lonely, and you don't have to be. I would open up and just stop thinking in such a negative way.
------- There's no present. There's only the immediate future and the recent past. - George Carlin
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