Maybe you should consider counseling, I know it's always good to talk to someone about things, you know, let it all out, they may help you discover the real cause of it, that way you can fight it, you know? So, you can get over your depression! I wish you all the luck in the world.  

No one deserves to be depressed, and well, hon, I care about you and I don't want you to be sad or hurt! I hope you find some solace soon!

Post edited at 7:50 pm on Jan. 30, 2007 by emmy350

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Dale. One-two-three-four. Uno-dos-tres-cuatro.
I know you want me... you know I want cha.

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Have you been feeling tired and depressed lately? Before you assume that you need an antidepressant, you might want to consider having your thyroid checked. Hypothyroidism, a disease in which the thyroid gland fails to produce enough thyroid hormone, can mimic the symptoms of depression. Fatigue, sleepiness, slowing of speech, a lack of interest in personal relationships and general apathy are signs of clinical depression as well as hypothyroidism.

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see that's just the thing... i'm not overly sad or tired or not wanting people around me... i'm just more addicted to watching my blood ooze out of me... and i really want a relationship... so idk....

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The lies of life, That I filled you with,
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I think you could pretty safely leave depression out of the equation, actually, and focus on the issue of cutting. If you're wanting to stop it (and I'd advise trying to at least tone it down), there are some great lists of things to do INSTEAD of cutting.

Try this website, particularly this page: http://www.selfharm.net/fself.html

There's a section down there for things to do when you're wanting to see blood.

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Draw on yourself with a red felt-tip pen.
Take a small bottle of liquid red food coloring and warm it slightly by dropping it into a cup of hot water for a few minutes. Uncap the bottle and press its tip against the place you want to cut. Draw the bottle in a cutting motion while squeezing it slightly to let the food color trickle out.
Draw on the areas you want to cut using ice that you've made by dropping six or seven drops of red food color into each of the ice-cube tray wells.
Paint yourself with red tempera paint.
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