Well I got shot down again today. I told one of my friends that I liked her but she said she just wanted to stay friends, even though weve only know each other for a month. I feel relieved and liberated, because I couldnt tell how she felt and at least now I know, and she was really awesome and understanding about the whole thing. She said she still wants to be friends and that nothing had changed between us, and I am so grateful for that. At least I have no regrets. But at the same time I feel like crap. I feel like I am unloveable. I have never had a relationship and I am 21 years old, and its not for lack of trying either. I just cant understand why I get rejected all the time. I feel like I am defective, like there is something horribly wrong with me that I cant see. Anyway I guess Im not looking for any answers, just feeling crap and wanted to vent.
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ionderwho
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i feel the same way, think im ugly
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ktownchick84
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I'm sorry! You'll find someone soon :) Just go out and try to meet new people :)
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