I just got up out of my bed to think this thing out about myself. There is something wrong with me. Lately I've been getting nervous when speaking around anyone. It's mostly in public, and I feel like it can happen at home even. I start thinking before I talk then I get this sinking feeling in my stomach, and my heart rate increases and breathing gets more difficult, then my voice gets shaky. I have no idea why I've been doing this lately. Getting nervous around people when I speak. I wasn't like this before, I could speak in front of all kinds of people without fear. Now it's just like, what is wrong with me. It's embarrassing, and It can make people uncomfortable. I don't understand it. You think maybe it's just a stage? I mean I'm 19, and I'm a freshmen in college, so I've got to get over this, somehow.
Post edited at 9:21 pm on Mar. 11, 2007 by Another Chance
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There's no present. There's only the immediate future and the recent past.
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