I shed some tears to relieve me. I just can't keep up. No matter how hard I try, it's too much. I can't do this. My dad was telling me how he only got two years of college in, till he dropped out. I wander if that'l be me. He'll be dissapointed, for sure. I'll be dissapointed. I'm trying so hard to hang in there, but it feels like something is pushing me towards the inevitable.

I just know I can't fail this class. And tomorrow, I won't have all of my work done, and it'l be due. I'm having thoughts of just... I don't want to admit or even say what I'm having thoughts about. I thought I was such a strong person, but this, this is just breaking me to pieces.

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There's no present. There's only the immediate future and the recent past.
 - George Carlin

The important thing to remember is that you're trying. Keep trying, you can succeed. Just don't give up. Take a few deep breaths, and if you don't do so hot with your studies, you can't blame yourself for failure. It's only a true failure if you don't keep going.

One class won't determine your college career or your future. If you have the desire, you can pass through college.  

Go get a glass of water, wash your face with cold water, sit, and do the best job you can do.

Post edited at 10:50 pm on Feb. 27, 2007 by thrive in bliss

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Sing with me, sing for the years
Sing for the laughter and sing for the tears

i know it seems impossible but just hang in there, you just gotta get through the worst of it.

you can do it! good luck

Post edited at 8:01 pm on Mar. 2, 2007 by dolce e gabbana

I was where you are now at one time in my life the "Dark Ages" as  I like to call them. I thought it was never going to get better but it did.

Dont worry about your dad You will never dissapoint him doing your best.