ive got athritis in most of my joints, basicly life sucks at 14  ,

xxxx

Bet your all thinking well what the fuck is that compared to what i've got...'adhd, bipolar disorder' etc etc

Well although its probably the most commonly insignificant medical deviation in the whole world, it fucking sucks.
Its actually shaping the course of my career. I keep wanting to go into different careers and finding out I can't because of this tiny thing.

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Just what do you think you're doing Dave?

I have...Social Anxiety.

It sucks ass.  I couldn't stay at school without being physically ill, I was always cold, I had stomach problems, I am paler that fuck.  Panic and Anxiety attacks plagued me.  I missed tons of school.  I also couldn't talk to people without feeling like a dumb fuck for saying something.  I always think about what to say to someone even if I know I will probably not talk to them.  I am on some medicine now but it is starting to lose it's effect.


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These limits suck ass.

Moderate OSA (Obstructive Sleep Apnea)

R-Hip Subluxation requiring cane for prolonged stability

Moderate to severe GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder)

PTSD (Posttraumatic stress disorder) coupled with nightmares

OCD (Obsessive-compulsive disorder)

Depression
Lower back arthritis
R-Ankle arthritis
Acid Reflux disease

90% Permanent disability compensation
180% Combined disability

Post edited at 9:32 pm on Oct. 26, 2008 by fenrir

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"How incitful of you, dwarf. Though I can't speak for fenrir,
I beleive that he too has a certain degree of sarcasm
and humor in his posts." - Prince o palities

I get them only when I'm really stressed out but it used to be more often. I think I might have seen a therapist for it once or twice when I was like 5.

And I've never been diagnosed with this, because it's not bad to the extent I need medication for it, but I have slight Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD). I have to touch things with both hands, that is I have to touch it with one hand if I've touched it with the other, and then both at the same time, or if i touch something with my leg or my foot even with pants or socks on, or one side of my stomach, I have to touch it with the other. It's a drag sometimes. Also part of my OCD makes me want to press my pinky really hard into something for some reason, it's a random tic that I have.

And sometimes I feel like if I read or type a word, I have to say it really scrambled in a whisper, like if I say the word "like" sometimes in my mouth it becomes "sithachutacalipicick." It's SO weird, I know, I don't get it.

And I probably have ADD or ADHD, but my parents have never bothered to get me tested, but I always space out and don't pay attention to things, I CAN'T pay attention to things.

Post edited at 4:46 pm on Oct. 27, 2008 by NoNoNora383

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&hearts Glowinthedark, ily Ashleigh.
Tavis, you're amazing. Keep being amazing!
Pallavi, I love you. You truly earn your name amazingness99 &hearts
^Love them

Post edited at 7:56 pm on Oct. 29, 2008 by Teenie1

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Perfect Mismatch is my LW wife ^.^