Sorry, your post is pretty generic and doesn't really involve many issues other then just "I hate this and that"

As well as some symptoms.

Do you know why you can't sleep or eat or have problems with motivation?
Is it because you hate these things?
Or is there some kind of underlying issue that you might need to work out?

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'Let "desire" be forever stricken from the dictionary, and
from the soul! I retreat before the dizzying farce of
tomorrows. And if I still cling to a few hopes, I have lost
forever the faculty of hoping.' - E.M Cioran

If you give more information we can give you more help.

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From a distance you look like my friend,

even though we are at war.

I just found out that one of my best friends from high scohol was killed in a car wrek

I failed a chemistry test

I will fail both my phsyics and calc tests even though i studed my ass off for them

i feel completely abandoned

i had mono a while ago and called my roomate and former closest friend from hs. i had been throwing up all night long, was sicker than i have ever been before in my life. i called her in tears to see if she would bring me ginger ale, she told me she wasn't planning on coming home and she was having too much fun with her bf to leave

my boyfriend chated on me and then dumped me because he said i cheated on him

i got bitched out by my mom for a C on a physics test, for the record, my school has the hardest undergrad physics requirements in the nation

my car is dead and will cost me a couple hundred bucks to get fixed

bros over hos, which means i lost most my friends when my bf dumped me. they will hang out with me not around him but they are almost always wtih him.

all i want to do is sleep. sleep and cry and eat. i hate my life right now

Deaths are always going to be hard to deal with, especially if you spent a reasonable amount of time with someone. you have to let yourself grieve. Let yourself say goodbye. If you have to, just think that they are there, watching over you. Even if someone is no longer with us, we can still talk to them. Just think that they are listening. You need to learn to say goodbye.

How important are tests and grades to you? Where do you want to go in life. Studying can be difficult normally. Never mind with what you have going on in your life right now. All you can do is try your hardest and see what you come out with. Do not lose sight of your goals.

Why do you feel abandoned? Is it because of the whole boyfriend/friends thing? If it is, it is perfectly normal and completely understandable. Your boyfriend is crap. He's lost you. Do not think you've lost him. He cheated on you, he's not with your time, your effort, your tears, your thoughts. You are worth more than you think right now.

Cars in the grand scheme of things are not important. However, I can see why you have included it. It's just another problem on top of everything else though. Try and save some money each week for it. Just cut back on your luxuries. Hopefully it'll take not much time at all.

With the mono thing. Your friend is crap too. She should of put you first if you were ill. Especially if you matter to her. Have you talked to her about this? She needs to know how you feel.

More people on here than you think care =] *e-hugs*

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From a distance you look like my friend,

even though we are at war.