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I think we all get those moments at times. What exactly did you do that made everyone you care about hate you? Do you think there's anything you can do right now to get them to feel differently about you? You sound like you just need some change in your life because you're living with a routine that's on repeat. If people get the impression that you're an immature asshole and they don't want to talk to you because of how you act then don't you think that's something you should try to change about yourself? I'm an asshole and I can be pretty mean, I've lost friends because of how I act, but I always find a way to make things right again and to not do or say things that will offend them. Maybe you just have to be careful with how you act around people? Why blow your brains out when you have the opportunity to actually make things right again?

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Quote: from BR0CONUT at 5:22 am on Aug. 1, 2012

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I think we all get those moments at times. What exactly did you do that made everyone you care about hate you? Do you think there's anything you can do right now to get them to feel differently about you? You sound like you just need some change in your life because you're living with a routine that's on repeat. If people get the impression that you're an immature asshole and they don't want to talk to you because of how you act then don't you think that's something you should try to change about yourself? I'm an asshole and I can be pretty mean, I've lost friends because of how I act, but I always find a way to make things right again and to not do or say things that will offend them. Maybe you just have to be careful with how you act around people? Why blow your brains out when you have the opportunity to actually make things right again?

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I've never been the kinda guy that's good at expressing himself. I fell into a deep depression because of incidents from my childhood, I stayed in my room for basically 6 years before I snapped out of it. And when I ran into my people after all that time they had huge smiles and showed me a lot of love but I didn't return the courtesy. Now I think they think that I think that I'm to good for them which I DON'T. Fuck its not my fault I'm not a touchy feely make you feel good kinda person, that's not my god damn fault. I ain't gonna kill myself I was just being dramatic.

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Quote: from A Perfect Circle at 5:30 am on Aug. 1, 2012

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Quote: from BR0CONUT at 5:22 am on Aug. 1, 2012

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I think we all get those moments at times. What exactly did you do that made everyone you care about hate you? Do you think there's anything you can do right now to get them to feel differently about you? You sound like you just need some change in your life because you're living with a routine that's on repeat. If people get the impression that you're an immature asshole and they don't want to talk to you because of how you act then don't you think that's something you should try to change about yourself? I'm an asshole and I can be pretty mean, I've lost friends because of how I act, but I always find a way to make things right again and to not do or say things that will offend them. Maybe you just have to be careful with how you act around people? Why blow your brains out when you have the opportunity to actually make things right again?

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I've never been the kinda guy that's good at expressing himself. I fell into a deep depression because of incidents from my childhood, I stayed in my room for basically 6 years before I snapped out of it. And when I ran into my people after all that time they had huge smiles and showed me a lot of love but I didn't return the courtesy. Now I think they think that I think that I'm to good for them which I DON'T. Fuck its not my fault I'm not a touchy feely make you feel good kinda person, that's not my god damn fault. I ain't gonna kill myself I was just being dramatic.

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I'm not the kind of guy that's good at expressing himself either and it can get pretty hard sometimes to let people know you do care, but you just aren't sure how to do that. I think interacting with them more often and keeping in touch will show them that you at least do care enough to keep them in your life and I think that's good enough for anyone. It's better than you ignoring them and them thinking you're too good for them and you don't want them in your life at all. You don't have to be all lovey-dovey with them lol but you should at least not seclude yourself from them. If you think you can, you should let them know that you're just not the type to express your feelings to someone so they shouldn't take it as you not wanting to have anything to do with them. If you at least told them this then it could clear up some misunderstandings and I'm sure they'd understand. If they don't well then clearly they're not someone you want to be friends with. And yeah sorry, it's just a lot of people tell me things like that and I'm not sure whether they're actually serious about it or not.

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Like what if you didn't know you were already judged,condemned, and that this was the punishment/sentence. To live day in and day out amongst such evil(look at the evil within society)and violence. What if our damning was to "live" this rat race of a loop. Always being promised a big reward, a big block of cheese that never comes. Only to constantly be burdened with sight of such horrible things;rape,murder,robbery, the list goes on. On the news channel each night and morning we hear of all these horrible things that happen within our dimension. What if it's not really our dimension, its one that we're trapped in that is an illusion to seem like it's our original lives. All a test. If you look at ants in nature can't you just see yourselves(in basics clearly we are of higher intelligence)? We stand above and govern and watch and they scurry about their daily lives in a race,a daily maze, one that hardly ever changes. You live to only die, every breath, every step, every heartbeat, we are only, one step closer to death. If you think about it, from when we are born, we start to die slowly from within, day by day. So what if we are no different from the ants? we're all stuck in a maze of a rat race with that big promise that never comes. What if we are just subjects to some governing force used for studies like lab mice. Only, to see what makes us tick when you put us in certain situations. People say inmates should be used for this and that, how is hell any different from jail? What if they actually just take hell's inmates', and torture them with this daily burden, and only to get satisfaction of seeing one in grueling pain,despair, and sorrow. All for that block of cheese. that big promise. What if?

And, how would you really know. stop and think about it. IF everything was portrayed as it seemed before hand, and that you were just stuck in a time loop. Everyone's time loop was different and personal to them,but yet all the same. How could you tell? Ghosts don't always know their dead, how would we know what dimension or reality we were truly in. If all was the same with just the change of more pain and sorrow. We as humans are self centered, arrogant, egotistical; how would we know when we would be so caught up on the thought and the aspect of the races. Bellowed in trance of a different dimension or reality and not able to see it for the scales over our eyes. The scales of course being human emotions and the negatives that leave us the way we are coded. Animals you win through their stomach as well as any other creature,but; with humans,an intellectual creature who's mind is powerful, how do you conquer them without being noticed? Play the emotions of course.

All in all how would one know?

Post edited at 9:30 am on Aug. 1, 2012 by birdman101

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I feel you. I'm to the point that sometimes I wonder if I'm already dead and this torturous world that I live in is actually hell.

Like what if you didn't know you were already judged,condemned, and that this was the punishment/sentence. To live day in and day out amongst such evil(look at the evil within society)and violence. What if our damning was to "live" this rat race of a loop. Always being promised a big reward, a big block of cheese that never comes. Only to constantly be burdened with sight of such horrible things;rape,murder,robbery, the list goes on. On the news channel each night and morning we hear of all these horrible things that happen within our dimension. What if it's not really our dimension, its one that we're trapped in that is an illusion to seem like it's our original lives. All a test. If you look at ants in nature can't you just see yourselves(in basics clearly we are of higher intelligence)? We stand above and govern and watch and they scurry about their daily lives in a race,a daily maze, one that hardly ever changes. You live to only die, every breath, every step, every heartbeat, we are only, one step closer to death. If you think about it, from when we are born, we start to die slowly from within, day by day. So what if we are no different from the ants? we're all stuck in a maze of a rat race with that big promise that never comes. What if we are just subjects to some governing force used for studies like lab mice. Only, to see what makes us tick when you put us in certain situations. People say inmates should be used for this and that, how is hell any different from jail? What if they actually just take hell's inmates', and torture them with this daily burden, and only to get satisfaction of seeing one in grueling pain,despair, and sorrow. All for that block of cheese. that big promise. What if?

And, how would you really know. stop and think about it. IF everything was portrayed as it seemed before hand, and that you were just stuck in a time loop. Everyone's time loop was different and personal to them,but yet all the same. How could you tell? Ghosts don't always know their dead, how would we know what dimension or reality we were truly in. If all was the same with just the change of more pain and sorrow. We as humans are self centered, arrogant, egotistical; how would we know when we would be so caught up on the thought and the aspect of the races. Bellowed in trance of a different dimension or reality and not able to see it for the scales over our eyes. The scales of course being human emotions and the negatives that leave us the way we are coded. Animals you win through their stomach as well as any other creature,but; with humans,an intellectual creature who's mind is powerful, how do you conquer them without being noticed? Play the emotions of course.

All in all how would one know?

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