So I'm here to ... do it again?
I don't know. I haven't logged on in a long time because I created my account to contact someone I wanted to befriend more closely.
Later, I found that he didn't want to be my friend and shortly thereafter I had some troubles with all the friends in my life and now I am down to having two close  friends and none of the friends I thought I had and for some reason I figured I'd get back on here and vent to the friends I have on here.

This site is really cool... I have "met" a lot of people I like talking to because they are unrelated to the problems I have and the people who manipulate, misinform, and lie.

... you can stop reading here because the rest isn't going to be particularly enjoyable.

But basically months and months ago my fiance told me he was no longer going to be in my life. That he'd leave me and my daughter in Alaska while he moved to Oregon. I asked him to bring his family and to marry me and he said he was sorry but no... and when I asked him if he'd ever marry me, he said no.
Sounded like a break up to me. So I sought companionship and slept with someone. Someone I thought was so special... so kind and sweet and amusing and I really thought we enjoyed each other's company and that maybe we could be really good friends or even more one day.
Unfortunately, this special person was a good friend of my fiance and ... long story short... my best friend is lying about me, my fiance decided that I cheated on him even though I assumed saying he'd never marry me was saying we weren't together, and my special person was really kindof a jerk in the end who said some pretty awful things and misinformed people about certain events and situations.

I felt very alone.

But now that I have friends to talk to and spend time with, I wanted to come back to my virtual therapy site and talk to the friends I can message and joke and debate with.
I'm glad to be back and can't wait to read what everyone has to say...

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Ridi pagliacci! ... yeah!

You just told me.

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Ridi pagliacci! ... yeah!

Are we even in the same book?

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Ridi pagliacci! ... yeah!

Im sure she's reading this, or will. Because I know she has made some accounts on here. Even pretends to be someone else.

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Ridi pagliacci! ... yeah!