It could be the left over part of your virginity that may have been removed by the rigid and wide end of the hairbrush you used that was "way bigger than the 2 fingers im used"
'halfway-ish lost my virginity about a month ago. "
If this happens again, you should see a medical professional to check you.
Darkness cannot drive out darkness: only light can do
that. Hate cannot drive out hate: only love can do that!