It's not AS bad as I expected it to be. But I don't know, maybe I'll be thinking differently once a week or two passes by and this all sets in. The only majorly hard part has been trying to fit in all my class work. And getting up at 1:30am and 4:30am for baby feeding, plus remembering all of his medications and when to give them to him.
And I managed to get him into my daughter's daycare, which is great. I was hoping not to have to make two separate stops on the way to work in the mornings.

This is all still really freaking scary though. When he goes back to his parents, hopefully within the next 2 or 3 months, I'm not having more kids for like..ever.

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Her blood is thicker than concrete
Forced to be brave
she was born into a grave

That's a really big transition for all of you to make, so it makes sense that things are a little crazy right now. It'll probably get easier once everyone gets used to all the changes. You'll probably only be able to focus on school when they're asleep and such. If you haven't already, it might help to post some sort of visual schedule to help you with remembering the baby's medicines and stuff like that. Put it somewhere you'll see it a lot, like maybe the fridge. Hopefully, that'll take care of one issue for ya.

If anybody asks you if you need help, don't be ashamed to take it. I know you said your parents would be willing to help, so that's good.

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How can you miss me if I don't go away?

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How old is he?

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he's 6 months

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Her blood is thicker than concrete
Forced to be brave
she was born into a grave