I feel like my life is not even mine anymore. Everything seems "out of my hands." My freedom is non-existent now. Recently, My parents have been control freaks and everything. My dad is just going on this huge power trip and I'm not sure when, if ever he will snap out of it. My social anxiety is getting worst as the days go by. This year it's been harder than ever for me to make new friends. I've never had a boyfriend b.c I'm so scared of rejection due to my social anxiety. My house looks like shit, but that's nothing new. My grades in school seem to be the only thing I can control, and even that can get annoying. I feel like everything from my family to my hair is all beyond me. All these decisions that I had nothing to do with, have been made for me. I feel at a lost.Help.
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