But I am fucking lonely, it's true.

My best friend recently got her first bf, they broke up soon enough, but now, she's on with another guy. She told me this today, so I can thank that in part for my rant. I was doing pretty well with dealing with this.

I DO know lots of people, I DO go to social events. The current guy I like, I asked one of his best friends to ask him if he liked anyone. (This was a month ago, though), He said "Nah, not right now. I'm still looking for that perfect girl." So he doesn't like me.

The story of my life. The guys I like never like me back, and if they do, it's not enough to date me.

I'm not a fucking loner, I have friends.

If I got a feeling, I have inquired around to see if a guy liked me, or if there is something there, before.

WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING WRONG?  

WHY IS IT NEVER ME?

I know you all say that "Wait, it'll come bullshit."

When is it fucking coming? When?

I'm about to close myself off for good.