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My father is horrible..I just want to leave |
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 Replies: 6 — Last Post April 25 9:28pm by smileyXmichelle
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Web Resources: Suicide Myths Dispelled, Suicide Information
USA Suicide Hotline: 1-800-SUICIDE (1-800-784-2433)
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( smileyXmichelle )
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No matter what I do or say, I'm always blamed for every freaking thing. If he's cranky, he gets pissed off at me and takes it out on me. He used to physically abuse me and it took me a long time to get over it. I always blamed myself for that...but now I know differently. I smoke cigarrettes, and I'm 18. Legal age. Not the best decision, but whatever. Both my parents do, so they're hypocrites. I don't know where they got the idea, but as soon as I woke up today I get hassled from my dad, "Did you steal my money? I'm missing 5 bucks and thats enough for cigarrettes. I was hurt, but I didn't explode. Then he just kept accusing me more even though I have a sister and she has stolen before. It's like wtf!! Why am I always the one to be blamed? Always first to be confronted with blame. I try to talk to him and he threatens to kick me out. I feel like exploding, even though we already had our bigger argument that lasted an hour. I hate him sometimes. A father is supposed to care. I feel like he manipulates me when he says I do it to him. We tried family therapy...that went out the window...he even told me to kill myself one time. I'm sick of him. I feel like leaving but have nowhere to go. And what I regret most is never having a relationship with him. So I feel guilt and get blamed. how screwed up is that? I'm just lost. He is one of the reasons I started cutting myself and taking pills. I got my own help for that, which is good, but I'm never good enough it seems. I just hate him so much sometimes I wish he'd die just like he says to me.
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"You may see her as a bright girl who is perfectly fine,
but inside she's crying and is dying of pain."
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Cosmopolitan
Dairy Product Addict
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I didn't read it all so I might have missed something, but you're 18. GTFO of their house. Your life will get better.
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sadnessness
Dairy Product Addict
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im sorry that your dad treats you like this. he has no right to falsely accuse you of things or tell you to kill yourself, and if he is a major cause of stress for you, it would be best to get some time out from each other. maybe you could arrange some temporary alternate living arrangements. you never know, being away from each other might improve your relationship, and if not, youre still far enough away from each other to not do too much damage.
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dont wonder why im not smiling, wonder why you are.
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donovan
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just get out of the house, you are 18 move on
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cutiegurl12345
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im srry but if u move out things ill git betr   
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