So, this is gay. I've now been alone for about 12hours now. My parents haven't checked in on me yet which is surprising. I managed to eat dinner, which is pretty fucking amazing for me as I don't actually like food all that much.
And I feel ill =[ I haven't had a proper sleep for a few nights now. Cough, runny nose and aching muscles and all that. So today my palms start hurting like I've smacked the palm against a wall or something, wtf? And the soles of my feet, balls and heels hurt =[ but I've done no more walking than usual, if anything I've done less. So I think this flu/cold thing, whatever the hell it is wants to target my hands and feet. *cry*
And now my skin has decided to burn up like a bitch and itch like a helluva lot. *scream*
Oh, and my boyfriend can't make it round. He's the oldest of 8 and his parents aren't well off. And I totally respect they don't have the money to give him. Unless I go and spend money on a bus ticket to pick him up late in the evening. I haven't decided if I will or not yet. But I don't have much money. And it would rule out seeing him for about 2weeks if I do that. Whereas if I don't I can see him each week. *sigh*
ARGH.
Post edited at 1:23 pm on April 17, 2008 by UnusualOne
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From a distance you look like my friend,
even though we are at war.