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I need someone to know me. To miss me. To understand me.
Would you all shut up please? (not you)
Replies: 2Last Post April 16 6:23am by Anticare
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( LunaAkitylasaraleen )


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I hate this. I hate feeling like this. When she comes home, she yells, she hates. She deals out all of the worst. She tells me what a failure I am, how I didn't do what she wanted. She tells me that I didn't do this, I haven't done that, and therefore I am of no use to her. All the while she ignores what I've done for her. She ignores that instead of doing what she had thought I was going to do, I did something to help her. Something I know she needed. And still she yells, still she hates. Sometimes, I feel like I just have to get away. Tell someone who I really am. Nobody knows me. My best friends don't even know me. Sometimes, I just feel like the whole world is rushing past me, and here I am, wasting myself, doing nothing, going nowhere. Nobody knows me, nobody understands. These words run through my head like a mantra as I miss my friends, my school, my lessons. I need someone that knows me. Someone to understand.

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~ Remember Dobby ~
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6:03 am on April 16, 2008 | Joined April 2008 | 7 Days Active
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( LunaAkitylasaraleen )


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I wish this weight would just leave me. I wish I could slip back into normalcy, return to my happy life with my friends and my arts and my good marks. Go back to how it was when people cared. When people would notice if I was gone. When somebody would miss me, would notice, would care. Why does nobody care?

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6:07 am on April 16, 2008 | Joined April 2008 | 7 Days Active
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First of all I am sorry you feel this way. Whether you want that apology or not here it is. To begin I have to tell you that just because it seems like no body understands, it doesn't mean they wouldn't care. Deep down you have to look and know that if you were to disappear someone would notice. Not only that but someone would be guilty. I'm not here to point fingers I'm just here to say someone would care. It's reality.

With that said, is there a possibility your mom is stressed out about the way you've been acting? What I mean by this is, is she stressed about your school and mood? I know, it's hard to come up with an answer yet, reading what you wrote it may be a possibility that this has caused you and your mom more stress then the two of you can handle.

I don't know what position you are in, and I don't know what happened in the past. Yet the fact remains that something hasn't been dealt with. Whoever comes first to see what needs to be fixed well know that it's time to change.

I know, this is beyond helping, yet try and see that every situation has a way of dealing. Try to find a way to help yourself before going further. Only you are capable of changing your attitude in life.

Good Luck.

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6:23 am on April 16, 2008 | Joined Feb. 2008 | 89 Days Active
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