I just really can't stand myself, no matter how hard I try I'm just not good enough in my own eyes...

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I think I'm gross, and I'm just depressed about it. I've been doing exercises, but they won't get me to where I'd like to be...I'm just trash, no girls would ever want a guy with a body like that.

I'm gonna be going to the gym more soon, but it's just gonna be so long, and I don't want to have to feel this way anymore...

Post edited at 9:22 pm on May 13, 2008 by metrico

this is a joke right?

if not...  looks aren't everything.  :)

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Can't expect to look like a body builder just after a few days of working out.

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exactly, just keep eating right and try running every other day...you'll get there, it just wont happen overnight.

Keep exercising, buddy. It will help with your self esteem, do it for yourself and not for the girls. Once you are confident with who you are, any girl would want you... they dig confidence.

Stick to it, I am rooting for you.

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It's not my time, I'm not going. NSDQ. Never.

My 13 year old brother is already almost my height (6'2) but is stick thin and people tell him he should be a model and it drives me crazy cause I shouldn't be jealous of him..that's silly, to be jealous like that. But then I see pictures of my parents at my age and stuff and I think they could have been models too, so I just feel really inadequate. I don't want to be "chubby".

I really like the whole really thin indie hipster look, but I don't think I could ever get there.  

Also, I'm not very masculine for a straight guy, an artist, and very shy and guarded/reserved (I've addressed this in other threads) and in addition to that, I think the way I feel about myself shows cause I never attract anybody, which I'd like to change I guess....and I figure getting a nice body would make me feel more confident about myself. I don't know how else to feel better bout myself....

Post edited at 10:07 pm on May 13, 2008 by metrico

I just hate who I see in the mirror, I'm not good enough.

Post edited at 9:37 pm on May 16, 2008 by metrico