It's where all my friends were. It's a place I could just go to and never leave when I didn't wanna come home. It's where I met all the girls I fell in love with. It was my home, and now it's lost. I can't go back because they don't want me back, and even If I could, I wouldn't.  

Now that I'm out of school for the summer I do nothing but sit at home and play video games. I can't drive anywhere because I don't have money for gas, and my cars not in great shape anyway.  

I've applied everywhere I can think of, and I've even applied for unemployment. Whenever I was able to get an interview, I dressed nice and they looked me straight in the eye, and never called me back. It's harder than I thought to get a job. I think the main reason they didn't call me back is because they had like 50 other choices. So yeah, trying to get a job in this world is like trying to win a prize.  

Now I'm stuck at home with my annoying nagging ass parents and I can hardly stand it anymore. Sometimes I think I'm going to shoot myself in the head. They just nag all fucking day long about the stupidest shit. And it's not like I'm in high school and immature. I'm 20 years old and I'm going to be a Junior in college. I know pathetic huh.  

I have no idea how I'm going to get myself out of this one.

Post edited at 2:13 pm on May 19, 2008 by Another Chance

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There's no present. There's only the immediate future and the recent past.
 - George Carlin