and i am being given the option to go

i dont really want to go in the first place, but i feel like the people who are actually gay or bi should have first dibs, kindof not rly.

but.. do u kno what i mean? like it wud be a ... like... if only white kids went on the CAPAY trip or something.

but like, it's not like that. idk. it's just that i feel like... idk. im just a lame person

nevermind me...  

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just don't let me down...