( Raging Inferno )
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I feel like its becoming too much.
As soon as its the weekend, when I am able to get out of this house and away from those people in school, I will probably feel better, but thats not a strong possibility.
But right now, I feel this pressure is foreboding.
I'm already at the breaking point.
.....I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry, that I can't get better.
I'm sorry I am so lifeless and miserable all the time. I'm sorry I can barely sleep because of this. I wish you could understand, but I know you, you wouldn't understand it, the way I would like for you to understand it.
I feel so detached, disconnected. I'm losing touch with everything I...everything I.....ever loved.
It hurts. so much. it is unbearable..
I still feel like....like I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life and die a lonely, miserable death. That is, if I don't die from suicide.
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