I don't care if I die....I'm about to leave my father's house... they treat me like shit...and there isn't anyone I can call. I can't skip classes, as I need to take them to go on the overseas trip on tour to represent the college.
I don't know what to do. I've looked up hotlines...only to find there isn't any for me. I'm not exactly suicidal. I'm not going through domestic violence (though it may as well be. I don't understand how a christian can be insensitive to my feelings... I know all of you aren't that way, but a christian just made me feel like I am dirt, and I'm losing my mind little by little. it is a shock to me, that a christian can actually be hurtful...I never thought I'd see the day...)
god, someone. I know I'm not christian, but please someone must know what I can do? would it be okay to call a suicide hotline? I just need to talk...before my father gets home hopefully...I have to replay a video that plays a song over and over, so that I can at least have music to keep me sane....
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Love is not mine to have, nor to be shared with me...
May I find love in the next life...
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Here, calm down, heres a video. 
