I told my dad's fiancee I side with wicca more than christianity. it's nothing personal. she decides to have a fit, and said I was contributing to the world going to hell. she then goes on a rant to her son, saying " 'tenchi' is gay and is wiccan. be sure to lock your door tonight." knowing full well I can hear her.
you know, I helped with this household so much, and they had no clue about my personal life. I helped buy food, I helped with transportation. I helped with chores, though now I tend to say "let boy wonder do it(her son, who barely does a thing to help around the house)".
that money I used to help the house, was given to me by the state to pay for things I need. I could have bought clothing. I could have bought a new computer. but no. I gave to the household that is now saying I'm a heathen.
what about me didn't show love and compassion enough to deserve this? She even said out loud, out of context(sorta) that "JESUS DIED FOR US" just because I could hear her.
I'm thinking of just asking for my rent back and going to move in with a friend. I'm also thinking of asking to be re-imbursed for the money I spent buying food for everyone.
I don't deserve this. I did all I have done for this household out of love. to be treated like a criminal...to be honest, I never thought I'd see the day.
It's sad, now I feel I have to sleep with a weapon next to me to feel safe.
what is even worse, if I leave now, I don't think I have a guarantee of a roof over my head.
given I'm disabled, would the state help me the day I leave to get into a shelter at least?
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