These past two days maybe three, I've been becoming unable to be excited by anything. I think it's because I'm going to be graduating soon. It's like I'm just starting to shut down so I can't feel anything. This has happened before, and it's usually when something big is going to happen (i.e. graduation). I have no idea why I do this, but I hate that I'm just not happy about anything. All of my friends are like "YEAHHHH! WE'RE GRADUATING. WOOOO!" and I'm just like...yeah that's cool.
It sucks so bad. I want to be excited about this. I don't want this to be something that I look back on and see that it was one of the most important days I've ever had and I wasn't even happy and didn't want to be there. I'd like to be excited about big stuff like this.
I hope this doesn't happen forever, and I hope even more that I could know a way out of this before graduation. Why do you think this happens?
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