I've had problems all my life, including isolation, no friends, no girlfriends, forced drugs such as Dexedrine and Paxil when I was younger (fuck you, mother!)(a total of 5 different drugs, all at different times)(stopped when I moved in to my dad's place, they were both separated before I was 2) All I've been doing is programming video games, masturbating, finishing grade school (I'm only 16*, in grade 11), eat alot, work out alot in both weight lifting and cardio (I'm completely fit).
Because of all the BS I've had to deal with, plus all my personal testing, I've noticed I'm an introvert: I simply cannot talk to others except to family (I cannot understand wtf they are all talking about... and I am far from stupid, IQ of 157, and school is easy for me)
Things go true with women: I simply cannot talk to them. Whenever I try, no matter how hard I give myself confidence, I just stare: I don't know what to talk about. Zip, notta, nothing. Logically, they view me as a creep, and game over for me.
Well, I'm going to reserve military this summer after I'm out of school for summer, and I won't have any time to try to have fun. So, can you please help me in both getting friends and getting a (brief) girlfriend?
ps. If you need to know something more then this, just ask... I am NOT shy.
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