Currently balling my eyes out. I heard someone at school going. "She was so pretty before she got fat."
I know they were refering to me. I don't want to stop eating again but this is how it starts and I was talking to someone else who was saying about her Ed (Eating disorder) and it gave me anerexic jelousy I want to be skinny again. But i dont want to die. I'm so confussed i need help seriously. I rember the toll this shit did to my health before I wannabe fucking normal.