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I'm studing psychology and have obviously been through the study of all types of eating disorders. I have read from not eating at all, which is clearly your case to binge eating up to eating everything that is in your sight. None of them are worse then the other. They can all eventually lead to death. Not eating at all will get you there quicker. I understand that you might be so concered about gaining weight and getting fat, but if this is still going on then it needs to stop now. If you keep going on this way then it might be too late. When you eventually just live off of water and that is all because you think that eating the proper three meals a day then you will get fat. The truth is this eating disorder is like a nasty addiction. My aunt is in the same situation and it is so painful to watch, but her being 5'3 and only 99lbs...she is almost uncurable. You do need to eat, but if you dont want to gain too much extra fat than eat heathy such a fruit, veggies, and eat plenty of carbs, work out occasionally...the thing that makes people gain is fibers....that is what you need to stay away from

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5'3 ad 99lb, uncurabable? It's small but I weigh less and am perfectly healthy. 5'3 and 99lb would not normally be considered anorexic.
I am also a psychology student. This girl is not nearly slim enough to be considered anorexic, 5'8 and 130lb is not particulaly underweight.
You clearly know what you're doing is unhealthy. You need to grow up and take responsibility for yourself. Go to a doctor and sort yourself out.

Dying of starvation is one of the most agonising ways of dying and I wouldn't suggest it. Once you have spoken to someone, eat in moderation. Small amounts for a week or so and then slowly build up your portions until you are happy witht he amounts you have during the day.

Your body is trying to tell you that something is seriously wrong. You're not getting you vitamins and you could easily end up anorexic and anaemic. Do you want to spend months in hospital? This hapened to me too. I only told someone after I got the support I needed. Tell someone, they can help you feel better, mentally and physically.

Also, if you explain that you don't want to get fat, they can give advice and other ways of handling it.