9 months now and i really am getting confused

feelings for her.  I was just on a 5-day cruise and i can

say that i missed my baby so much.  But when i came

back it was like the love was completely gone and

infact i was just plain annoyed by her. i guess i can say

that we do have a fair share of fights over dumb things

and have stupid little break ups but get back

together.not to mention that she is a depressed girl, is

very attached to me she also doesnt ever want me to

talk to any other women she would have fit. She is a

drama queen.

     I feel like now

that im just falling in a sinkhole with her and i cant get

out.  I mean yea i could just break up with her, but so

much time and work we put in this relationship would

be almost weird to put away in a box. i can probably

say that i would miss her so much if i broke up with

her, but i dont really know if that qualifies as love.  We

have plans on moving to a place with one of my

friends and go to school and live in an apartment but i

have been dreading it for some reason, and

sometimes wondering that it could be good.  i dont

have experience in this area of relationship so  tips

and adivce would be great.  Mister tough guys no need

to post here im not looking for "just break up with her".

thanks