I am oddly sad and I dont really get why? Tomorrow I planned this suprise for my boyfriend and I should be really excited but I am so sad. I really like him and I think he is awesome and I have spent this whole week planning but I guess what I am thinking is bringing a rain on my happiness is the fact that I am seeing my dad tomorrow. My dad has been in jail for 4 years now and I havn't seen him in so long! Its almost been a year since I saw him and I am worrying he wont like me. Its silly but I feel that way. I also am scared that because I have been ignoreing him being in jail so long I will be so hurt coming to the reality he is. I just dont know what to do?
just remember whatever happens, life will go on. But I'm sure everything will be fine. Your boyfriend will love his surpise, and you and dad will have a loving reunion.
------- Talk to yourself and you'll hear what you want to hear.
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