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Replies: 7Last Post June 25 12:42am by muphnplutonic
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In the past year, I havn't been that happy, I've attempted suicide and don't go one day without feeling empty, I guess.

I think way to far into things, and I'm started to get the worst feeling ever, that I just don't know.

Now I've started at a new school, after being expelled.
And I've thought so far into things, that I don't see the point of school.

I mean, what am I really going to school for?
I don't want to just be going to school just to get a sucessful career.

Because I don't care about work, I just want to enjoy life.

And at the moment, school isn't helping.


So why AM I going to school?



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Having a good career and money will help you enjoy life.

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Quote: from Poker Shark at 12:32 am on June 25, 2008

Having a good career and money will help you enjoy life.

But at the moment, that's not what I feel!

I'm only fourteen, yeah I'm young whatever, please don't bring my age into it.

But, I just want to take each day as it comes, I, myself would be happier that way.
I don't know about you other people.

But I'd be happy to sit and watch life from the sidelines.

Rather than try so hard with a job, that usually causes a lot of mental stress, just to be happy.
When I could easily be happy by just relaxing, but I can't, coz it's illegal if you don't go to school.


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Quote: from muphnplutonic at 5:07 pm on June 25, 2008

Quote: from Poker Shark at 12:32 am on June 25, 2008

Having a good career and money will help you enjoy life.

But at the moment, that's not what I feel!

I'm only fourteen, yeah I'm young whatever, please don't bring my age into it.  

But, I just want to take each day as it comes, I, myself would be happier that way.
I don't know about you other people.

But I'd be happy to sit and watch life from the sidelines.

Rather than try so hard with a job, that usually causes a lot of mental stress, just to be happy.
When I could easily be happy by just relaxing, but I can't, coz it's illegal if you don't go to school.



I suffered a lot of depression and anxiety/ stress and I dropped out of high school. Now I'm bored and feel hopeless about the future. You gotta have money to survive. You can depend on your parents but generally if you're not in school they don't wanna help you anymore.

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to learn and expand your horizons.

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Quote: from muphnplutonic at 3:37 am on June 25, 2008

Quote: from Poker Shark at 12:32 am on June 25, 2008

Having a good career and money will help you enjoy life.

But at the moment, that's not what I feel!

I'm only fourteen, yeah I'm young whatever, please don't bring my age into it.  

But, I just want to take each day as it comes, I, myself would be happier that way.
I don't know about you other people.

But I'd be happy to sit and watch life from the sidelines.

Rather than try so hard with a job, that usually causes a lot of mental stress, just to be happy.
When I could easily be happy by just relaxing, but I can't, coz it's illegal if you don't go to school.


your age has a lot to do with your shitty feelings and loathing of school. buck up kid it ain't all that bad. a high school degree alone doesn't lead you to a successful career anyway.

if worse comes to worse find out if you have a job corps campus near you.

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i know how u feel but plz dont go lookin for love in the wrong places and end up preggy or something like that ya know wat i do wen i feel bad well depressed i write songs and sing i think you need to find an outlet of some sort wat do u like to do i think that will help u try it and in about 2 weeks if u dont feel better message me.☻

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Quote: from charolastra at 12:40 am on June 25, 2008

Quote: from muphnplutonic at 3:37 am on June 25, 2008

Quote: from Poker Shark at 12:32 am on June 25, 2008

Having a good career and money will help you enjoy life.
 

 But at the moment, that's not what I feel!  

 I'm only fourteen, yeah I'm young whatever, please don't bring my age into it.  

 But, I just want to take each day as it comes, I, myself would be happier that way.  
 I don't know about you other people.  

 But I'd be happy to sit and watch life from the sidelines.  

 Rather than try so hard with a job, that usually causes a lot of mental stress, just to be happy.  
 When I could easily be happy by just relaxing, but I can't, coz it's illegal if you don't go to school.  
 


your age has a lot to do with your shitty feelings and loathing of school. buck up kid it ain't all that bad. a high school degree alone doesn't lead you to a successful career anyway.

if worse comes to worse find out if you have a job corps campus near you.



I know it won't lead me to a successful career! That's not what I want..

Yeah, my age, teenager, hormones, whatever, but school is making things worse for me.

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