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Just don't care anymore.
Replies: 18 — Last Post June 22, 2008 12:01am by fjnprincezz
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I don't know if i'm actually depressed or not, but for the last couple of years, almost everyday, i've been hurting (emotionally). Now it's come to the point where i've given up on absolutely everything. I don't do the things that i used to before nor do i go out as much as i used to; i basically wake up in the morning, go to school, come back home and sleep. All i seem to do lately is sleep, sleep, and sleep some more. The only time when i'm not thinking of how bad my life is, is when i'm sleeping. I just don't care about anything anymore. Honestly, i just want to end it all, and thinking about it..it would cause me a lot less pain to just end it all instead of having to live this hell of a life that i'm living. I know it might sound selfish because there are people out there who care about me, but i'm trying to think of MYSELF and honestly, i can't put up with any of this anymore. By the way to top it off, i'm crying right now; great? =( . Do i sound depressed to you?!
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Oh and also, i've been eating like crazy lately. When i hurt, i eat. I used to be a thin girl (around 110 lbs.), but now i'm probably up to  120 lbs. (which i know is NOT bad), but it's all due to the fact that when i'm upset, i eat. Eating takes my mind off of the emotional pain. I can't stop stuffing myself. What if i end up being a 500 lbs. woman on the Maury show? *Sigh* .. this life of mine, it freaking stinks! =(
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Depression. I deal with that a lot too. You gotta keep yourself busy. Even if you don't wanna, just keep busy. Whatever it is. Anything. You'll feel better.

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listen maybe u just need someone to talk to about ur problems im available whenever pm me and exsplain my nsme is LindaRains93

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Depression. I deal with that a lot too. You gotta keep yourself busy. Even if you don't wanna, just keep busy. Whatever it is. Anything. You'll feel better.

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How in the world am i supposed to keep myself busy when i can't even get out of my bed? I don't have the "strength" to pull myself out and actually do things. I just lay in bed all day and rot. I don't have the "motivation" or the "energy" to get myself to accomplish anything, therefore..i suck =(

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you definetly sound depressed.
sound like i am most of the time
Message me to talk about if u want

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listen maybe u just need someone to talk to about ur problems im available whenever pm me and exsplain my nsme is LindaRains93

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See, that's another one of my problems. I keep everything bottled up inside and NO ONE absolutely NO ONE knows anything about any of my problems (not even my best friend). Honestly, i do need someone to vent to because i've NEVER told anyone anything about any of my problems; i just keep everything inside of me, and one of these days..i'm going to blow.

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Quote: from fjnprincezz at 11:26 pm on June 21, 2008
Depression. I deal with that a lot too. You gotta keep yourself busy. Even if you don't wanna, just keep busy. Whatever it is. Anything. You'll feel better.  

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How in the world am i supposed to keep myself busy when i can't even get out of my bed? I don't have the "strength" to pull myself out and actually do things. I just lay in bed all day and rot. I don't have the "motivation" or the "energy" to get myself to accomplish anything, therefore..i suck =(


Why can you not get out of bed?

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you definetly sound depressed.
sound like i am most of the time
Message me to talk about if u want

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*Sigh*, i knew it. Thanks, if i need to vent; i'll know where to go.

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Why can you not get out of bed?

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I don't have the "energy" or the "willingness" to get myself out of bed. Lately, all i've wanted to do is SLEEP; which reminds me that i JUST woke up about half an hour ago. Also lately, i've actually been feeling pain inside of me (physically) like sharp needles poking my insides; it's weird & then i kind of get dizzy..

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Quote: from fjnprincezz at 11:31 pm on June 21, 2008
Why can you not get out of bed?  

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I don't have the "energy" or the "willingness" to get myself out of bed. Lately, all i've wanted to do is SLEEP; which reminds me that i JUST woke up about half an hour ago. Also lately, i've actually been feeling pain inside of me (physically) like sharp needles poking my insides; it's weird & then i kind of get dizzy..

You need to get out and be around people. Make an effort to do something everyday. Make an effort to be around other people. Friends, family. Make an effort.

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You need to get out and be around people. Make an effort to do something everyday. Make an effort to be around other people. Friends, family. Make an effort.

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You don't understand, i just can't. It's not that i don't want to because of course i'd like to make the effort, but i just can't. I always feel sick & i always have pain (physically) and sometimes..my chest actually hurts.

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Quote: from fjnprincezz at 11:39 pm on June 21, 2008
You need to get out and be around people. Make an effort to do something everyday. Make an effort to be around other people. Friends, family. Make an effort.

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You don't understand, i just can't. It's not that i don't want to because of course i'd like to make the effort, but i just can't. I always feel sick & i always have pain (physically) and sometimes..my chest actually hurts.

Sounds like you should see a doctor.

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Sounds like you should see a doctor.

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Yeah, probably. But my family is very different and if i were to tell them that i need to see a doctor because i think that i might be depressed, they would laugh in my face, not take me seriously, & just not understand.

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Quote: from fjnprincezz at 11:48 pm on June 21, 2008
Sounds like you should see a doctor.  

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Yeah, probably. But my family is very different and if i were to tell them that i need to see a doctor because i think that i might be depressed, they would laugh in my face, not take me seriously, & just not understand.

You said you're always feeling sick and having physical pain. What is there to laugh about?

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