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How in the world am i supposed to keep myself busy when i can't even get out of my bed? I don't have the "strength" to pull myself out and actually do things. I just lay in bed all day and rot. I don't have the "motivation" or the "energy" to get myself to accomplish anything, therefore..i suck =(

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See, that's another one of my problems. I keep everything bottled up inside and NO ONE absolutely NO ONE knows anything about any of my problems (not even my best friend). Honestly, i do need someone to vent to because i've NEVER told anyone anything about any of my problems; i just keep everything inside of me, and one of these days..i'm going to blow.

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Depression. I deal with that a lot too. You gotta keep yourself busy. Even if you don't wanna, just keep busy. Whatever it is. Anything. You'll feel better.  

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How in the world am i supposed to keep myself busy when i can't even get out of my bed? I don't have the "strength" to pull myself out and actually do things. I just lay in bed all day and rot. I don't have the "motivation" or the "energy" to get myself to accomplish anything, therefore..i suck =(

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Why can you not get out of bed?

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There's no present. There's only the immediate future and the recent past.
 - George Carlin

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*Sigh*, i knew it. Thanks, if i need to vent; i'll know where to go.

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I don't have the "energy" or the "willingness" to get myself out of bed. Lately, all i've wanted to do is SLEEP; which reminds me that i JUST woke up about half an hour ago. Also lately, i've actually been feeling pain inside of me (physically) like sharp needles poking my insides; it's weird & then i kind of get dizzy..

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Why can you not get out of bed?  

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I don't have the "energy" or the "willingness" to get myself out of bed. Lately, all i've wanted to do is SLEEP; which reminds me that i JUST woke up about half an hour ago. Also lately, i've actually been feeling pain inside of me (physically) like sharp needles poking my insides; it's weird & then i kind of get dizzy..

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You need to get out and be around people. Make an effort to do something everyday. Make an effort to be around other people. Friends, family. Make an effort.

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There's no present. There's only the immediate future and the recent past.
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You don't understand, i just can't. It's not that i don't want to because of course i'd like to make the effort, but i just can't. I always feel sick & i always have pain (physically) and sometimes..my chest actually hurts.

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You need to get out and be around people. Make an effort to do something everyday. Make an effort to be around other people. Friends, family. Make an effort.

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You don't understand, i just can't. It's not that i don't want to because of course i'd like to make the effort, but i just can't. I always feel sick & i always have pain (physically) and sometimes..my chest actually hurts.

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Sounds like you should see a doctor.

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There's no present. There's only the immediate future and the recent past.
 - George Carlin

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Yeah, probably. But my family is very different and if i were to tell them that i need to see a doctor because i think that i might be depressed, they would laugh in my face, not take me seriously, & just not understand.

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Sounds like you should see a doctor.  

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Yeah, probably. But my family is very different and if i were to tell them that i need to see a doctor because i think that i might be depressed, they would laugh in my face, not take me seriously, & just not understand.

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You said you're always feeling sick and having physical pain. What is there to laugh about?

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There's no present. There's only the immediate future and the recent past.
 - George Carlin