In fact I dont feel bad at all, I just feel a bit empty. I didnt feel liek doing anything particularly today. Just lying on my bed and listening to pointless rap - Cypress Hill, Skee lo, Da Lynch Mob, etc. Music that i wouldnt relate to and make me thing about Catherine.

Not that Im even thinkign fo her, just now, and I rally dont feel anything.

I just cant stop feeling like "Meh", Im not wanting to engage in group conversation with my friends, in fact I prefer to be on my own today and yesterday. I feel tired.

So what do I do now?

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Punctured bicycle on a hillside, desolate,
Could nature make a man of me yet?

Is Catherine your ex?


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=) Its me OJ =)

I am going to a yoga class later, to get some endorphins running.

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"Un croquis vaut mieux qu'un long discours."

Things will be better in time, it doesn't seem like you need to see a therapist . . Go indulge in something you can really enjoy (FOOD okay . . well good food always works for me haha)

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The key to victory is the element of surprise.
When that doesn't work, I guess I just gotta gun you down.