Note: This is to one person in particular in my life and is not directed at anyone on here, except in the extremely rare chance they are on here (not very likely at all).
I want to put this in the serious forum, because people like to poke fun of things I say, and I don't like that at all, but thats what fucking people do. But then by posting it here it is difficult to get varied opinions without being private messaged. No. you have no idea what your talking about.
You purposely did what you did.
I didn't, I was forced into situations and in circumstances beyond my control.
Yet, you allowed yourself to, why? So you could fit in.
Fit in? You fucked yourself up big time.
You know nothing of truly hurting. Nothing.
I know you don't. I can tell. I've been through enough to be able to tell.
Stop speaking your lies and stop your pretending, but wait, you say your not pretending, you say because you hurt yourself and because you say your life is shit, when all you have done, ever done, is be overly vain, forced yourself into having a distorted body image because of that vanity, which most likely caused you to become anorexic. additionally causing you to somehow not have any self-esteem. Yet I see it every single day.
Stop fucking doing what your doing. You don't know what real pain, real suffering is. But what am I wasting my time saying, your too selfish to care anyway, and stop staring at me...I know how you are, don't you ever think I will give someone like you a chance, should I ever recover from this thing that I have lived with for so many years.
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