My nan's great niece Yvonne came round today, as did her husband Andrew, and two girls Emily and Molly. Anyway, it just felt weird, because Yvonne and Andrew are happily married and they have two great kids (well, 4 in total, but the others didn't come down). I just felt sort of isolated I guess, because my mum and dad have split up, and the rest of the family is in pieces really. My mum and I don't get on all that well, and my brother says really horrible stuff to me. I just wish I could be closer to my parents, but my mum hates me because of the gay thing, and I rarely see my dad. I don't know it just kind of upset me I guess. Oh, where's your friends when you need a good chat and hug lol?
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'I wanna be like you,doing all thing things you do.
You haven't got a clue how I try and try each night.'