( pOeTiC513 )
Quality Control Engineer
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The feeling I get is indescribable, the feeling feels so right, but has to be wrong. The distance is killing me you see? I never imagined love to be this difficult, I never thought that I'd fall in love at the age of 17. To be completely honest though. I'm really glad that I did fall in love, I'm glad that I love somebody that has taught me SO MUCH, even more than they would think. And I think that they don't love me one little bit, but I'm lovin them 100%! You tell me you've never used the word love before, and that you can't. You say that we do have something it maybe love, but you don't wanna say. You say that saying "I LOVE YOU" has too much meaning, and though you might feel it, it may be wrong to say. But loving you is incredible, my love for you will never fade, cuz you're my first love. I've NEVER loved anyone, I NEVER wanted to be with someone SO MUCH, as I do with YOU, It seems like every time I want something, I can't have it tho' and I kno that everything happens for a reason; it all happens by FATE.. So what is the reason for my 1st love to have to be miles away from me...what's the point of us even being together....IDK, but there's some reason behind it all, and I just don't see it yet. Do U?? I kno "I LOVE YOU", cuz I've never been able to open up wit any guy as I have with YOU, you've helped me open up more and discover sides of myself that I would of NEVER found by myself or wit any other guy, but YOU!!!I LOVE ALL your Imperfections and Perfections. I love how you're curious, and at times when you show your sensitive side. There's so many things that I like about you and love about you...I wonder about A LOT of things...b/t u and me...I Wonder??? Do You Wonder Too???
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