my mum's cousin just passed away, it is going to feel very different with out him around, i kind of looked up to him, but i wasnt extremely close does that make sense?? the only thing is, i feel really bad because i cant cry about it...i dont know why...i loved him like i loved everyone else in my family, when it comes to realitives they all share equal love from me...but i do notbecome emotional about it, and im not sure why that is...am i ment to morn for weeks ?? or do i contiue on with my daily life and do everything i like to do? I feel bad...i was ment to be going out tomorrow night, but i dont think i will...if i did would it look like i have no morals?? I think ive pretty much made up my decision, by not going because its the most respectful thing to do, but i need a bit of advice. there is probably alot more i could be writing in this, but im realy not in the right mind frame to be thinking right now. it just seems so unreal, and its going to be awkward that he is not around anymore
rest in peace uncle frank
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