well we broke up a year ago and to put it simply he broke my heart for months i just wanted him back to hold me i missed every little thing about him.
but as with everything i had to move on and get on with my life.
i saw him about 3 or 4 times since we spilt up, just out at the pub or a gig but now we're talking alot again and he said he misses me, tried to kiss me but to spare my feelings all coming back i didn't kiss him back [trust me i wanted to] now his comign my party next week and i'm like obsessed with everything he does again wheer before i just ignored hima nd got on with my life now his in it again i want him all i can't have bits it hurts to much, i'm just checking all these girls his talking to and getting really jealous if his nicer to them than me etc.i'm not like that as a person it's just because it's him. and when his lovely to me i geta ll happy and nothing can make me happier, i just want things like we were. i don't know what to do tbh, i miss him loads and would love to see him next week, but i know him if we got together at the party, well normally with anyone else that would be fine abit of fun but with him i'd want more, i'd want him to have feelings for me again and it's a risk.
please give me advice before i do something stupid and have to relive the crappy heartbreak and missing him all over again
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