My step mom paged my psychiatrist, and she just called. I might be going into long term hospitalization tonight. I might be gone for like, months or something... I don't know what to expect... Part of me is ok with it, and part of me is really freaking out... One of my friends was in the hospital I'd be going to, and his roommate kept asking him if he wanted a blowjob. But he said the therapy was good... I don't know...