So we continue talking and he asks me a bunch of questions that are not exactly nosy, but awaken a bunch of feelings of doubt and the hurt I have towards God for not being there for me....so I answered his questions, and got a little teary eyed a few times...but while I was talking to him, I felt weird...like he knew what I was thinking...like he could sense what I was feeling...and the whole time we were talking, my inner voice was chattering away and screaming things at me so fast, I could barely comprehend them....It felt like he could see who I was...and he didn't judge me....he just listened to my answers and my reasons....but the whole while, my conscience was asking me, "Is that really it?" when I would say something....it was so surreal, it was like he KNEW who I was despite just barely meeting me.

I know you may call me crazy, and I know I may be reading into this too much, but, I really do feel like this is a sign...the sign that I've been begging God for, to give me....I mean, I swear I was almost brought to tears several times.....

Do any of you have any insight or advice?

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you guys were just chatting in church?

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But the fact that you got teary eyed and the fact that you have been asking God for a sign tells me that you want to believe, you just are afraid that if you do give your soul over (sorry if I sound cheesy) you might get hurt.  

From what I have read, it seems to me that you do want to believe - you've been begging for a sign and you want to believe that this is one.  

Go with your gut.

Post edited at 11:21 pm on May 11, 2008 by katiecat

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Just call me Katie.
I'm marrying Jamie Hunt on September 15, 2008. Counting down the days!

Most likely he could empathize with you because he's a person just like you are. I've read plenty of books, watched plenty of films and talked to plenty of people who make me feel like you felt (although not centred around whether or not God exists), the important thing to remember is to keep an open mind and don't just accept wild supernatural conclusions as the easy answers they provide.

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Sort of two/three dimensional Wizard of Oz for the future.

for some reason these people often come up to me (atheist with strong values) and all of them regardless of their religion seem to have all their kinks worked out.

in the water in queensland a 7th day adventist tried to convert me to christianity.

a rabbi saw me on (chapel street) and his first question was y dont you believe in the jewish god anymore (kinda creepy) and it was completly random he spotted me in thousands of people. i explained it to him my beliefs, he spoke to me in a questioning yet understanding way like what happened to you and then he walked off.

it feels weird but no they are just humans with a perfect mindframe

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