I'm a girl, and my best friend is a girl. I've known her for about 11 years. I'm...not sure if I have a crush on her or not.
When I am around her, I like to look at her. I notice her a lot, and I like what i see. I could picture us being together, and the thought excites me. It would be so wrong! Both of our families are like...super duper christians, and anything gay is totally unaccepted and seriously frowned upon.
Do you think I like her, or just admire her?
If you think I like her, what should I do?