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( TheLastMagister )
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I fucking can't take it anymore. I just can't. I can't live like this. I have no friends at school, and while it may not seem like a big deal, it REALLY FUCKING IS. I don't know why, it's just like I can't fit in. I can never just "make" conversation, and it isn't an intelligence problem it's the opposite of that. I'm not hideous but I'm not great either. There is this kid who has been calling me a fatass my entire life, and while I know he is a douche to everyone, it got to me, and now I eat one small meal a day, sometimes not even that. I lose alot of weight, and everyone tells me I'm at a healthy weight now, but I still look in the mirror and see a fat fuck, so I still barely eat. I'm not weak, but I'm not the strongest either. I'm like 6'3'' and I work out, but I work out till I am gasping on the floor every night because I want to find a friend. I know plenty of people on here who offer support, but I need a real fucking friend. Someone I can physically see and talk to. I CANT FUCKING TAKE IT ANYMORE. I'm So tired of my fucking life, no matter what I do, I can't find what it fucking is! I have good grades now, I have a very high IQ, everyone says 184 is a good weight for me, and I can lift a decent amount, and there are people who are friendly but like I don't hang out with them after school. I am seriously at the brink here, I keep having these little outbursts, and they keep getting worse and worse.
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In a world which abandons you there is a bittersweet blessing.
You learn to live without others; to stand alone.
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deathhousee
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We all are.
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The Christians gave me comic books, as if i would be scared
of burning in hell well I was already there...
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Joep0113
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Welcome to being a hormonal teenager. Expect that to continue for a few more months. Oh in my experience those who include their IQ in anything, unless asked directly, love to boast about it....and thats not good for making friends.
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No Pity, No Remorse, No Fear! - Black Templar ftw! Warhammer 40k anyone?
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TheaterFreak
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No offense, but it's your fault you don't have any friends. I used to be in your position. Not popular, no any friends, did nothing on the weekends... Here's my advice:
GET OUT THERE AND MEET PEOPLE!!! The next time you have some kinda school project or discussion, or just anything, talk to some people in class!
Talk to them about anything, school related, movies, music, books, WHATEVER. Then maybe go off to lunch with them, do stuff, and eventually this will form into hanging out outside of school. Make yourself feel worthy, by having self-confidence in yourself.
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Edward Cullen all the WAY!
Sexay!
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adeline
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this will go away, just hang on for a little bit longer, find a hobby to do, you have got to keep looking to the future. Your life cant suck forever, things got to get better
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Clouse227
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Go join a club. Get a hobby, get a job, get anything. Anything is better than how you currently describe things.
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All assumptions and sterotypes are potentially
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sosupkthnx
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Quote: from TheaterFreak at 8:15 pm on May 11, 2008
 No offense, but it's your fault you don't have any friends. I used to be in your position. Not popular, no any friends, did nothing on the weekends... Here's my advice:
GET OUT THERE AND MEET PEOPLE!!! The next time you have some kinda school project or discussion, or just anything, talk to some people in class!
Talk to them about anything, school related, movies, music, books, WHATEVER. Then maybe go off to lunch with them, do stuff, and eventually this will form into hanging out outside of school. Make yourself feel worthy, by having self-confidence in yourself.
Hi sir, this does not at all work for everyone. Sometimes people are just hated and looked down on by everyone and no one wants to be around them, even when they are nice and theres nothing wrong with them. It's really hard to just "go out and do something about it" when you think that no one will ever like you. It is difficult to find things to talk about too. To TheLastMagister I know what your feelin man, but you have to hang in there. There willl be opportunities one day, it is worth the wait. Are you currently in Highschool? How old are you? Things may change, you are young, you gotta give it a chance.
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If anyone needs to talk or just needs a friend,
Add me on AIM: Intro334 :]
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pinkertongrass
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just hang in there. it's usually the smart ones who aren't as good conversationally. but that doesn't mean that they don't have something interesting to say or aren't worthwile! look for someone like you or someone who eats lunch alone.
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