everyone says i can't reach my dreams, and i believe them.

My friend:  "Jenn, you wouldn't last a minute in the army."

my mom:  "You're crazy. you should be locked up in an asylum, not helping other kids! You're INSANE."

My crush:  "I know you like me, but i can't pick you. i'm not looking for anything serious." *looks for something serious with my best friend*

and these are only a few examples.
i don't believe in myself anymore...
in the words of my best friend (and these are his exact words) :

"my dreams are higher than the clouds, and i can't even reach those."

why?

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LAWL

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You want to join the army>
?

 
why?

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because i want to kill myself, but i don't want to die without having done anything.

so i figure i'll enlist and make something of myself. do the country some good instead of dying like a selfish bitch.