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Me my mom and my sis got in an arguement a few weeks ago and its not like this is the first times its been like this for the past few years. First off i HATE my sister like she is a total bitch and she thinks she can boox me around.  

My life really sucks here are the things that suck:
- My Parents are divorced
- We dont really have money my mom, sis and i live in a 1 bedroom apartament, dad in a studio.
- we're not like too poor just dont have money for anything more tahn those apartaments/studios.
- I get mostly C grades which shows i dont really have a point to live, i wont cure cancer, not going to a good college, probably wont have kids since i dont want them to end up with barely any money like i did.
- I have friends but all my good friends left my school
- The girl that i serisouly was best friends and loved moved halfway across the world.
- Mom cries all the time (gets really depressing)
- The list can go on longer.

I really dont know what to do at all nothing has changed for 5 years, nothing ever will. Its sorta like FUCK life. Im depressed at home, depressed at school because of my grades and my future, depressed sometimes around friends....

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