im so stressed and depressed right now that i feel like im going to snap. my mom has constantly drilled into my head not to eat "junk food" because it will put weight on me and shes like your gunna get fat. since she constantly watches what i eat i chose to eat when shes not home so she has no idea that i do eat. and wanna no the ironic thing about all this. im 411 16 yrs old and 98 pounds. and i think im fat, and no matter what i tell myself to try and get out of it i still think im fat compared to everyone . i dance all the time to try and lose weight. my mom has honestly put in my head that im fat and i cant get it out. and im not happy at all i constantly hide from my friends how i really feel. and the one time i meet a guy that i like and we both had feelings for each other my mom didn't approve because hes Spanish, and thats such bull because he made me happy and was so sweet. now were just friends and i hate it i barely see him anymore but we still talk a lot its just not the same. i feel like im constantly being told what to do. ahhh! someone help i feel like crying
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8:12 pm on May 9, 2008 | Joined July 2007 | 46 Days Active Join to learn more about dylan6405Ohio, United States | QuestioningMale | 1490 Posts | 2402 Points
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tell your mom that its YOUR life and that she cant control it. if she doesnt back off, just dont listen to her.
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