Hope it doesn't sound cheesy and needy, but I'm in a dilemma.
I talked to him today, but he had to leave so we didn't get to talk much and he wanted to know why I was so upset today. So here goes. ---------------------------------
No, I have no idea why I am bothering you with my problems, I'm just out of it and need someone to rant to that may possibly give a shit about me living.
Okay, so starting from the beginning I relized I'm getting blamed for the whole jeff x brianna breaking up thing. It's not my fault, was his choice. But now everyone is on my ass about it. And to make it so much better jeff has basically told me to fuck off as a friend. So now I'm in dire need of someone to talk to. When I try to talk to bethany or any of them they say it's my fault and are give me no sympathy at all.
Okay so like, apparently kt (we were never friends, and never will be, contray to everyone's thoughts) called jeff and told him a bunch of shit, and probably promised him he could get laid by her. (Ya, I guess he likes teh herpies) She was bragging about him saying I'm a whore and him saying he hated talking to me. I asked him if he said that and he said no, but him and kt are talking again, AND he said she is a more close friend that I am to him. I asked him why he would even say that and he wouldn't text me, and won't text me back. So apparently me and him aren't friends anymore??? Idk this is so screwed up, I didn't do anything wrong and like 2 days ago he would constantly text me and said he would rather talk to me than anyone else. I know I can be hella annoying sometimes, but the only reason I am is because I care and am extremly paranoid.
This is fucking insane, I was crying all 1st and 2nd hour about this shit because no one will get off my ass. I didn't do anything wrong. Erm, I was also wondering if you still have the same 1187 number as before? I'm not going to constantly text you or call I just want to know. Mine is still 0857, unless I get a new number soon.
I know you are reading this and are like..wtf is wrong with this girl but I just needed to let some shit out. And also I really want to try to be friends with you again, I fucked up last time, I kinda relize that but please give me a chance, I'm not as screwy in the head once I get over this and am less upset.
Thanks xoxoxoooo
--------------------
-------
Qua;
I have everything in my life, why waste it on you.