I start work in a little bit and I feel terrible. Today is the day I have to go around and meet all my coworkers (who seem much more sociable than I) and be all likeable and shit. I need to be accepted by my coworkers, in order to work at this store. This is going to be deadly.
I feel there is no way I will be able to do this, and 0 chance that I will be able to do this for the long term. I'm just not that sociable.
I feel as if I'll clam up, shut up and stay silent or flip out and say something really stupid.
This isin't good.