I've learned through the same mistake. I've attempted suicide and by attempting to take my own life, I could see the hell and the strain it put on my family and friends, not to mention my own life.

The pain is only temporary. There is so much help out there these days to get you on the right track. I only hope you choose to the do the right thing.

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You can have me scarred and alive or blemish free and dead.
Either way, I REFUSE to be ashamed of what I do.

Whatever it is in your life making you feel like this, you could end up ok. I mean I'm sure loads of people have grown up and got married or whatever they wanted to do and then looked back and thought thank God I didn't commit suicide back then!

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You're posting this so we beg you not to kill yourself, and so we feel sorry for you. I have no pity for dumb kids who want to kill themselves. Do it. It's one less hopeless fool on the earth to be all emo and ruin everyone else's fun. If you can't find life to be a beautiful gift, then you're an idiot.

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why do you feel the need to slag off someone who's already down? i mean was it really necessary that you do that, or were you just being selfish and doing it for your own personal reasons which you attempt to hide? are you honestly trying to tell us that you're so callous that you wouldn't care if someone died just because they didn't enjoy their life at the moment? is that the image you want to project here?

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One of the "Mystical Experiences" is some 16 year old kid amazed that
he hallucinates his old spanish class in a town square