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So I wake up early this morning, I have a shower, I do my hair and makeup, I put some clothes on and get ready to go. My mum watches me do all this, knowing that I'm getting ready not to go out with friends, but to go to therapy for something that's on my mind.
I get to the front door and she tells me I'm grounded.
As you can tell by my post last night, I got really nervous about this and I was scared already but I'd plucked up the courage, for the first time, to deal with something I've been dragging along for 5 years. It was very difficult for me to do this but I did it and the fact that I couldn't go through with it has completely shattered my confidence in the idea.
I called and canceled and they booked me in for next week but now I feel too scared to go. I asked to see someone on an impulse, now that impulse is gone I don't want to go but my girlfriends called my boyfriend and he has decided I need to go and will drag me there if I want to.
I don't know what to do, I just need a little reassurance please.
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