My friend just told me she's made out with numerous guys and even gave a blow job. She also told me that she has had boyfriends. She's fifteen, I mean, I knew she must have had a few, but jesus, I didn't know it was ever this many. Now I see where she gets her confidence from. The part that makes me feel bad about myself is this; how can she get so many guys... she's not even that fucking PRETTY. I know it's mean.. but it's true. She wears pants and shirts that are like 5 sizes to small for her and they do not show off the best of her body.
I thought she was the one friend of mine that hasn't DONE any of that stuff yet. Now I just feel like a prude ugly bitch.
And I probably should.
I've never dated. I've never kissed a guy.
No guy ever looks twice at me though anyway.
Post edited at 12:25 am on June 17, 2008 by Anonymous